Friday 26 April 2013
I wish I had a true friend, a true best friend. Someone who changes my life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes me laugh until I can't stop. Someone who makes me believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces me that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for me to open it. This is forever friendship. When I'm down and the world seems dark and empty, my forever friend lifts me up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. That forever friend gets me through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If I turn and walk away, that forever friend follows. If I lose your way, your forever friend guides me and cheers me on. That forever friend holds my hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if I find such a friend, I feel happy and complete because I need not worry. A friend who makes me feel secured, wanted and confident. A forever friend, and forever has no end. ♥
23:29.
Saturday 6 April 2013
Hey guys, so it's already the 6th of April and it's time for a wake up call from dreaming without taking any action. I know it's pretty late but oh well, its better late than nothing. Haha. Anyway, I'm planning to do resolutions this year for a better change :)
New Year's Resolutions
1. Be closer to God <3 attending MYF every weekend, spending time praying and reading the Bible everyday without fail. It's a must!
2. Earn better grades than last year. I won't really strive for the mid-term exam because it's probably too late and I could've done better if I had studied for the past few months. I'll go for the final exam!
3. Lose weight and get the curves, hell yeah! I guess I've been lazing around and overeating since last year and caused me to gained some weight. Grrr.
4. Become a better person. I had really bad years and the pain sort of changed me. Not totally, but partly, like being self-centred at times, insecure, pesimistic and rebellious. So, I'm trying to fix them and become a better person you used to know :)
5. Help others out there who are hurting. I know that there are people struggling out there and they may have no one to turn to. But it's worth helping them.
6. Join piano lessons again. I stopped piano for 5 months already and have been procrastinating to join the lessons. I'll start this June, hopefully.
I guess that's about it. I hope that'll happen sooner or later :)
11:19.
Wednesday 3 April 2013
; a new chapter of life.
I abandoned my blog for a few months D: I thought my blog died lol. Anyway, here's a collage of selfie's me xD if you compare between my 1-year-ago-look photo and current look, there's like a huge difference eh? I changed my fringe from side to wispy :) and I think I've lost some of my baby cheek fats. Heh.
By the way, how's life peps? It's the usual for me. Hectic, busy, busy, busy. Despite the business, I'll try to update my blog regularly from now on (maybe not :P). Starting of this year, I think it's better than last year's :) and I thank God for that. Reading through my past posts makes me realize how strong I can be. Honestly, I really never thought that I could go through all these trials, depression, anxiety, etc. I used to say this to myself ,"I can never go through this. I'm so weak. I'm not strong enough. Everything is hopeless. I can't do anything.This is impossible." I couldn't seem to cast away all the negative thoughts that seem to be flooding my mind.
But the truth is, strength is always there. "No matter how alone you are feeling, no matter how hopeless you think life is, there is strength. You have so much potential. You're blinded from your abilities. You're blinded from your strength that is so powerful. You're blinded. Open your eyes. See your power. See your strength, because you have so much. You do. You may be thinking, "I have none." But that's not true. Everyone has strength. You may be weak, you may be falling, but you can pick yourself up." -@itslukke
Always keep that in mind :) I know it, because I've been through it before. Trust me, everyone of you out there, has strength, including you! You can do it! If you need any encouragements, you can contact me through Twitter @hueyjenn. You may be a stranger to me, but I'm willing to help you :) God bless<3
11:37.
