Friday 7 September 2012
I've been really stressed out, worried, anxious, afraid, lonely and depressed since the beginning of this year. Dealing with anxiety and stress caused me sleepless nights and also not having appetite. It's really uncomfortable. I used to feel lost in the world to deal with my thoughts, worries and fears. I thought that no one in this world could ever help me. I felt really scared and depressed. My heart pounded so hard like it's gonna pop out of my chest.
But then, I seek God , read His word and I found a love so pure, so real and so true, that it filled something in me that was lost and empty. I could feel peace that God has given me. I just realized that God's love is sooo unfailing and that's the time when I started to draw closer to God :)
When I was 9, my mom used to always take me to church every Sunday. I loved God so much and obeyed him. I remember that I'll read the devotional book every night which was given by Amy, even though I didn't even understand certain sentences. Hehe. But later on when I was 11, I hate to say this but...I neglected Him. Ever since that day, I kept going to the wrong paths.
But God still came to get me back! And it's sooo amazing! The Lord is my shepherd :) He changed me into a much , much better person and yeah, I'm really, really thankful and glad! I loveeeeee<3 Him sooooooooooooo much! Just can't stop praising and worshipping Him :') God's worth is not subjected to our circumstances at all! And btw, if you're Lynn or Amy, I wanna thank both of u for helping me a million times! Love y'all :)
Somewhat, I'm still a lil anxious and afraid. But it gets better each day :)
MY GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD!
12:25.
