Wednesday 11 July 2012
; loneliness & depression.
I feel like an animal trapped in a cage being abused by physical and emotional pain.
In fear of losing only two people in life who I trust and love. I can never imagine my life without them. Nobody can replace their presence. The worst thing is that our relationships seem to be tearing apart and fading away...They're now residing at places far away from me.
But why are there only two people on earth who loves me just the way I am? Others are treating me like shit. No one else cares for me. Everyone hates an innocent girl like me. They would do anything to get me in trouble.
I'm afraid to trust anyone else. What if they find someone else better and just abandon me? What if they break promises?
That someone...why are you doing whatever pleases you without knowing that you're the hell out out your mind? Who do u think you think you are? That other someone...stop being so useless and do something. Is this even a family?
I'm so scared. I don't want to be left alone. My family are just like strangers. My friends treat me as if I'm a threat.
Someone please help....and please don't ever make promises that you can't keep.
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